Hmmm...

As I drink my very watered down mocha this morning, there is this sense of melancholy. Not too sure why. Maybe it's because I decided not to go into uni and stay home, or the fact that I was thinking about why I need to go into uni at all.

Low motivation is a constant problem with me. Especialyl when it comes to a long project and during times when it just doesn't seem to go anywhere at all. And when you all think about it, everything we do is pretty much all in presuit of happiness: People want to earn money to make their life better, people want to look better to attract others, various little tricks that we do to make ourselves happy. This whole convoluted way of life is sometimes a bit warped. Although I have to admit that I do get some sense of satisfaction out of research. Knowing that I'm doing something that no one else have done before.

But when it's in a rut, it's in a rut.

Grrrr!! I need to be inspired. o_O